“I only found out recently why I was born with a deformed hand. Apparently it’s a syndrome called Amniotic Band, which happens during pregnancy. The amniotic sacks ruptures and fibres come out wrapping around parts of the foetus causing the deformity. It often causes things like club foot and hair lips, but I consider myself lucky that it didn't affect my face.

My family never made a fuss about my hand, the only person who was negative was my Nan. When we went out, she used to try and hide it by pulling my jumper sleeve down. I think she was uncomfortable with people keep asking me questions. I’ve had times growing up where I wished I were ‘normal’ or felt the need to fit in, but as I’m getting older I’ve become much more accepting of myself.

As a kid I was never allowed the excuse that I couldn’t do something. If I couldn’t pick up or tie something, my family wouldn’t let me get away with not doing it. Nowadays, I have problems with small buttons and fiddly things, but in the main I don’t struggle too much.

I’m used to seeing people pointing and gawping and I think it’s quite rude sometimes, I’d much prefer it if they came up and asked me about it. I try and ignore all the negative stuff from other people.
It was Bizarre that got me interested in alternative modeling. Looking at the cover models and Ultra Vixens, I started to think I might like to try that. The Bizarre 137 Viktoria cover, showing her with her prosthetic leg removed, was amazing, I thought, "This is what we need!"

Since then, I’ve worked with a local photographer. I was nervous at first, but I settled into it and did some erotic nude shots. I never thought I’d do that!

I’m going to work on doing some more photo shoots, as I think the world needs to see more disabled models. I say to other models with physical deformities, don't hide it, refuse to hide it, and don't let it stop you pursuing your dreams.”

Amy, Manchester